stop it, get some help
- R search engine https://r-dir.com/reference/search.html
- Stat Stack Exchange https://stats.stackexchange.com/questions/tagged/r
- Stack Overfloew https://stackoverflow.com/questions/tagged/r
- RStudio community https://community.rstudio.com/
Other
My note on VSCode outlines the process of setting up R in VSCode. It was a bit painful, but it is what I gave up to escape the sad white IDE that is RStudio. But, RStudio is still good, it just makes a lot more sense for me personally to use R in VSCode where I already do everything else. The happiness I felt when I started typing up R on VSCode was strangely euphoric.